The last few days have been crummy.
I'm just going to be honest.
Nothing dramatically terrible happened, but nothing...spectacularly good either. I have been trying to keep my chin up, but amidst studying for tests that I didn't do well on and trying to keep my chores up to date...well, let's just say that I am not feeling very Hemione-ish. How does she do it?? Is there a way to get a photographic memory? That would make everything so much easier. I could get through history just like that!! (Snap!)
I needed to escape for a moment. Just relax. Take a deep breath. Start over.
What do you do when you're feeling stressed? How do you cope with bad things?
I needed something. My mom bought me these.
But even Junior Mints can't completely rid me of the icky feelings inside. I did bad on a chemistry quiz and even worse on a history test. I want to crawl into bed and sleep for the rest of my life.
What am I doing?
I am a failure.
This is one depressing post.
Junior Mints numb the pain, but they can't take it away completely.
I need to trigger my inner Hermione.
That is pretty hard to do when you feel like disappearing into Neverland and never coming back. (And seriously? If I was given the choice of going into Neverland and never coming back, I might just accept...)
So maybe I'm a little dramatic. But this is all I know. I am not usually a slacker. I am a straight-A kind of girl. I don't get Cs and C-s on tests and quizzes. But I did this time.
I just needed to vent. I suppose I should go study or something. Or gorge my feelings on Junior Mints...maybe I'll do that instead.