The last few days have been crummy.
I'm just going to be honest.
Nothing dramatically terrible happened, but nothing...spectacularly good either. I have been trying to keep my chin up, but amidst studying for tests that I didn't do well on and trying to keep my chores up to date...well, let's just say that I am not feeling very Hemione-ish. How does she do it?? Is there a way to get a photographic memory? That would make everything so much easier. I could get through history just like that!! (Snap!)
I needed to escape for a moment. Just relax. Take a deep breath. Start over.
What do you do when you're feeling stressed? How do you cope with bad things?
I needed something. My mom bought me these.
But even Junior Mints can't completely rid me of the icky feelings inside. I did bad on a chemistry quiz and even worse on a history test. I want to crawl into bed and sleep for the rest of my life.
What am I doing?
I am a failure.
This is one depressing post.
Junior Mints numb the pain, but they can't take it away completely.
I need to trigger my inner Hermione.
That is pretty hard to do when you feel like disappearing into Neverland and never coming back. (And seriously? If I was given the choice of going into Neverland and never coming back, I might just accept...)
So maybe I'm a little dramatic. But this is all I know. I am not usually a slacker. I am a straight-A kind of girl. I don't get Cs and C-s on tests and quizzes. But I did this time.
I just needed to vent. I suppose I should go study or something. Or gorge my feelings on Junior Mints...maybe I'll do that instead.
xoxo Jess
Junior mints help :) Anything chocolate coated will help. This too shall pass! That's the phrase that has always helped me through stuff. It will pass. Things will be wonderful soon, I promise. Now here's the deal. I don't want you to go to Neverland and not come back! I am pretty sure they don't have blogging in Neverland, let alone computers. Who would be my little email sister :(
ReplyDeleteYou're a brilliant girl. You will do better if you keep at it. And remember, 2 and half more years until college! Then you can study what you WANT to! And also... Emma Watson stopped going to Brown. And technically Hermione is fictional. So I hope it makes you feel better that Emma struggled in school too!
P.S. I love the little cupcake thingy on your dresser. So cute.
xoxo Gossip girl
HAHA Just kidding
Love,
Jenn
So sorry you have been having a crummy time of it of late. What's done is done, be kind to your self and put your best foot forward... after consumption of a few mints :o)
ReplyDeleteHave a better day.
Always, Queenie